I have authored a blog of local town politics and did a pretty good job of it...no, really- I did. It was fun too, a way to express and entertain myself. I did not worry about it- just spoke my mind.
Now I am working on this blog... and it almost always feels contrived. I don't "just write"... I feel like I am thinking to much, and guarded................and, what's the word????
INSECURE, yes, that's it.
I am telling on myself in an attempt to 'get over it', to stop worrying so much. Writing about my pottery feels just so ~ personal...? I think that's it, maybe? Writing about it raises my insecurity about my pottery...???
Time to let my guard down and just spill my guts...who knows, maybe I'll start to feel better about this whole thing (KCP blogging, I mean). Maybe it will even start being fun. After all, I love making pots- truly love it, in my bones: LOVE. It would seem appropriate that I would enjoy talking about it, right?!
There, I said it. Done for now.
(the dogs have nothing to do with my post, but they are just so damn cute in their new winter coats)
|Jesse in red, Asticou in blue- Looking Awesome|